January 31, 2011

Day 11 - Something people seem to compliment you the most on.

My openness.

I am very open to new ideas and concepts. Okay. Usually. Unless it's Corinne's idea ... then ... less open ;) But still ... if someone has a better idea I'm pretty good about listening to it and trying it out. I like working together to get things done. If someone thinks differently I try to understand their point of view.

I'm also very sociable too. I can usually get along with most people ... most of the time. I get compliments for that a lot too.

January 30, 2011

Day 10 - Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn't know.

Day 10 : I am glad I know everyone I know because they brought me something different to my life. I would say though that when I am at work. I have learned to let go of the youth who leave and welcome the new youth who come.

Day 09 - Someone you didn't want to let go, but just drifted

Day 9- Someone I didn't want to let go, but just drifted

All my high school /college friends, I still talk to them. I would rather talk to them a lot more but I understand we just drift in different directions let alone live different lives. I believe we tend to drift apart as we grow older because people do change and go at different paces  in life. But I do want them to know I do still thinking about them and all the laughs and tears we share. You made me who I am today :)

January 28, 2011

Day 08 - Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.

That's easy!!!!! Someone who made my life hell:
Corinne.... She was SO MEAN to me as kids. But I was mean to her. But GAWD.... so geeky, and all piano oriented and smart. Always perfect. I tried to be perfect like her as a kid.. Then gave up and started to rebel... OH BOY OH BOY did I give her smart ass a run for her money!! But now we love each other and I don't think like that any more but she did make it hard for me to get what I want by saying " Mom I never got to do that why does she" bullshit stuff...
funny how the one person who made my life hell, can be someone who I look to for advice now ( i don't follow it ) But i definitely ask her.

January 27, 2011

Day 7: Someone who has made my life worth living for

I would normal go off about myself here. Because I do believe I am here on earth for a reason. BUT
                                                     Everything has changed.
There are a couple of people but I am only going to mention two:
My best friend, he is amazing and I can tell him anything without even saying anything. Which in my case is nice, because I try to say something and it doesn't make sense but he gets it. He gets me. And I get him. He is very important to me. Over the years I have learned so much about myself because he pushes me to look inside and deep, sucks actually and I have realized some harsh things.

Little Avery, who I would say made me grow up and stop being selfish. I understand the world in a completely different way. I believe in myself more then ever. I am petrified of what is yet to come, but knowing I am a mommy, that I am so privileged that Avery picked me is amazing ( or biology, sex does make babies people SURPRISE )  Avery this is to you : I love you, I will be the bestest mom every. When I screw up I did it cause I love you sweetie. I know that you are meant to be with me right now for a reason. Together we are going to RULE THE WORLD.. here that people your all doomed.. Avery and I together.. oh boy oh boy... Be prepared.. the cuteness, and sweetness is all an act trust me ;)

to everyone around me.. you are all important part of my life. Life is a journey, and I am so lucky to know all of you AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWE